The past two weeks have been intense! It all started with the shock of my winter widow-ness, even though I knew it was coming, as it does every year, it somehow seemed to sneak up on me and smack me right across the face.  So, with a fresh sting on my cheek I said my goodbyes (to myself of course or maybe it was to the wall or the tower of moving boxes) “It was nice knowing you husband, I will see you in the spring, may the force be with you Sterling” I then continued to single handedly pack and un- pack my family of five. Whilst starting the build of our new house, meeting the needs of 3 children, meals, activities and normal day to day life and to boot a five year olds birthday party. It’s been exhausting, but I’m not complaining… we sold our apartment!!! We are building a house!!! My kids are amazing, happy and healthy and I am so lucky I get to stay at home with these babes, to pack and unpack all there tiny clothes, to cook them meals, to snuggle and listen to them whenever they need me and to create special birthday memories.  These are the days my friends, the utter chaos and sheer joy of building a life together for your family.  I LOVE IT, I truly, truly love it and I’m inhaling… deeply… every scrumptious moment…